I spent New Year's eve with Mark and Matt and it was actually fun.. Matthew is hilarious once your around him for a while and Mark is thinking about moving back up here and moving in with his dad which would be like awesome except 4 I don't think his dad will be able to keep him out of trouble.  Eric is back but I don't kno 4 how long.

Pink Floyd Lyrics

Wish You Were Here Lyrics

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

yesterday I listened to this song over and over again and it made me miss Mark I don't think Eric is coming back after christmas break 

Eric is back today!!!!!!!! thats awesome and this guy that I rode the bus with all the way through elemetary and middle school died and I wanted to go to the funeral but it was today and there was no way I could have went. I feel really bad it's weird cuz these are the people that I grew up with

Eric is only suspended for smoking I think he'll be back I really really hope he'll be back cuz i'm gonna miss him if he's not l8r

Fuel Lyrics

Hemorrhage (In My Hands) Lyrics

Memories are just where you laid them
Dragging the waters til the depths give up their dead
What did you expect to find?
Was it something you left behind?
Don't you remember anything I said when I said,

[Chorus:]
Don't fall away and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
And leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands
Love lies bleeding

Oh hold me now I feel contagious
Am I the only place that you've left to go?
She cries her life is like
Some movie in black and white
Dead actors faking lines, over and over and over again she cries

[Chorus]

And I watched as you turned away
You don't remember, but I do
You never even tried

Don't fall away and leave me to myself
Don't fall away and leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
Leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again, oh

omg I think Eric is gone yesterday he had a meeting for truency and now he's gone but his cuzzin cody also left early yesterday so he may just be suspended but I really hope he's not gone I can't take losing another bestfriend.... nobody knos whats going on it makes me so sad because he is like my bestfriend and now I feel lonely, really really lonely and none of my other friends understand... I wanna just cry for hours and hours....